All this time I thought it was love. Maybe it was partially, but in the end the truth really came out. You treated me like trash and you tell me I’m disgusting. Well the truth is your are trash and disgusting. The things you say to me, your friends and loved ones is what makes you the most disgusting trashiest person alive. Yes I might have done some messed up things in my life. All those things are in the past, and that’s where they will stay. Only to be thought of to make sure that they are not repeated. I can only hope that you learn that the things you keep doing are never going to teach you anything. Unless you allow them to teach you. You might have made me happy and I might have done the same for you. But all of that has been shattered by your endless love of self destruction. I can only hope and pray that you find what it is you need in your life that makes you happy. But right now that can not be me. I wish it could but that’s just impossible right now. We both need to keep our minds clear do we can focus on the important things in life. I wish you the best and I hope our lives cross paths again some day. Who knows, maybe we will fall in love all over again and things will be different. I honestly would love for that to happen. I promise to keep a place in my heart for you. I say this because if I don’t then it would be as if I never loved you at all and that is far from the truth.

(Source: skinnyboymuscle)